| QUOTE (english_fan @ Mar 15 2005, 11:46 AM) |
| im feeling like completely out of it now the caffeine high from my red bull has gone and i need some more and i think jessy is fit and im tired and its only half 7 pm here and i really need to shut up and im feeling really far away from God atm and ive got no-one to talk to cos my youth leader is away and my youth group are all like shut up about anything like that and im just feelin really down for the first time in months and ive never had a b/f and so when thats all my m8s tlk about i hav to go sit in a corner by myself and i need a cry to get this off my chest and maybe i should go away before i ruin someone elses life or do something that stops me ever being friends with someone ever again and i realli realli need something that will pick me up again and im going away with youth group in 2 weeks and im jst not excited cos they always push me out of every conversation and maybe i should have written this in the prayer requests thing :-(((((((( clare |
| QUOTE (english_fan @ Mar 15 2005, 07:46 PM) |
| im feeling like completely out of it now the caffeine high from my red bull has gone and i need some more and i think jessy is fit and im tired and its only half 7 pm here and i really need to shut up and im feeling really far away from God atm and ive got no-one to talk to cos my youth leader is away and my youth group are all like shut up about anything like that and im just feelin really down for the first time in months and ive never had a b/f and so when thats all my m8s tlk about i hav to go sit in a corner by myself and i need a cry to get this off my chest and maybe i should go away before i ruin someone elses life or do something that stops me ever being friends with someone ever again and i realli realli need something that will pick me up again and im going away with youth group in 2 weeks and im jst not excited cos they always push me out of every conversation and maybe i should have written this in the prayer requests thing :-(((((((( clare |